Aj då...
Nu är jag inne i en sån där period igen där jag inte kan varken sova eller knappt ens somna. Och när jag väl gör det känns det bara som att jag ligger i en sorts halvslummer.
Och jag tänker mig själv till vansinne!
Jag behöver åka utomlands.
Jättemycket!
Först en vecka med vänner och ha världens vecka, och sen direkt efter en vecka med William och ha en riktig lat lyx-vecka.
Det 👌
Ligger här på soffan och funderar på hur jag bäst ska få tag i massa miljoner...
Har ju helt klart rätt bra idéer, men jag har inte tid att sitta i fängelse så de flesta idéerna måste slopas direkt.
Tusan...
Tisdag imorgon, eller idag, beroende på hur dryg man är som person.
Ska lyssna på hypnosbok nu och hoppas jag somnar. Ska liksom upp snart igen 😩
Gonatt ☄
"I'd rather be a lover than a fighter
'Cause all my life, I've been fighting
Never felt a feeling of comfort
All this time, I've been hiding
And I never had someone to call my own
I'm so used to sharing
Love only left me alone
But I'm at one with the silence
I found peace in your violence
Can't tell me there's no point in trying
I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long
I'm in need of a savior, but I'm not asking for favors
My whole life, I've felt like a burden
I think too much, and I hate it
I'm so used to being in the wrong, I'm tired of caring
Loving never gave me a home, so I'll sit here in the silence
I found peace in your violence
Can't tell me there's no point in trying
I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long
I've been quiet for too long"
'Cause all my life, I've been fighting
Never felt a feeling of comfort
All this time, I've been hiding
And I never had someone to call my own
I'm so used to sharing
Love only left me alone
But I'm at one with the silence
I found peace in your violence
Can't tell me there's no point in trying
I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long
I'm in need of a savior, but I'm not asking for favors
My whole life, I've felt like a burden
I think too much, and I hate it
I'm so used to being in the wrong, I'm tired of caring
Loving never gave me a home, so I'll sit here in the silence
I found peace in your violence
Can't tell me there's no point in trying
I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long
I've been quiet for too long"
*Marshmellow - Silence*